The Unproductive Time

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This month actually is the busiest month until now, but I feel like I was unproductive human. I'm going to work and after that go home early, scrolling on my phone, sleep early and that goes on for the next day. Really, I'm not that lazy but this time I didn't post that much like before.

One day, I had a news from my colleague, that one day indefinitely, I'm moving to another city, probably in Jakarta. Well, I feel glad and happy because it's near to my home. But at the other side, I have many moments here in my old office and I have a lot of stuffs to packed, like a lot. That news suddenly makes me blank for awhile, I always said this, just inside my head, "Is this really happen now? Should I happy or sad about this?", these words always stuck every single day in my brain. I didn't know what to do about this because I have a lot in mind, but the first thing I care about is I have to packed all my stuffs, specially my kpop stuffs hhahah... what a twist of mind.

Another list in my mind is, I don't think myself is in the right state. I'm going to work everyday but my brain thinks a lot of anything until it's overload. Even if my work is full of deadline, I still and always think about my moving job in Jakarta. Happy, sad, fear, and feeling lonely if I move alone there, some of my thoughts about moving is still stopped by everytime. Every, single, time.

So, maybe I should take care my stuffs in my room first. My bedroom is not a bedroom if I would say, it just looks like storage room with many things scattered and messy all around the room. My floor full of things that I need and I reached easily without moving my body too much hhahahah :) So yeah, before moving, I need to be a productive human by tidying up and packing all my unnecessary things, except my kpop stuffs 🤣🤣🤣 So, "see you in Jakarta" is the new greetings right? At least for me and my close friends hhaha

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Take Me Higher

Taken @ Barelang Bridge, Batam, Riau Islands

Samsung Galaxy Note 9 

F/2.4 ISO-50 

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Mind Your Words to Others

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Honestly, I was stucked. I have no idea or anything to post here, mostly because I'm lazy, I admit that, no doubt. But again, I have to stick to the rule that I declare to myself hhaha :P I have to post anything every month and as much as possible in English. Just to give a challenge myself if I can do it. Well, I did. For the past year, I did that. Eventhough not good enough and I don't know if my writing skill is stepped up one level or maybe down grade :)

So, again and again, for the past six months, I've never leaving this town. Even for celebrating Eid Fitr or Eid Adha, I celebrated here with my friends who share the same feeling like me too, we miss our home and family. It's sad to see some people can share the joy of Eid with their family while I'm not and living away from my family. But actually, I've been warned by my mom that the covid has spread away faster in our hometown, so she said that maybe it's better if I don't come home for a while. I do this because I do care about my family safety. 

Some people using their thumbs to writing harsh words saying that we are bad children because leaving our parents alone. What the hell is wrong with you people? For me, for not going anywhere is the safest decision I ever made for me and my family. If I force myself to go home, definitely I'm bringing the virus along with me into the house. It would endanger people inside the house and I don't want that happen to my family. Please mind your words. Not every people have the same life like you, same situation and condition as you, or better financial like you. Just...please, don't say or write anything you can't be held responsible for. It's hurt to hear and see people judging without knowing anything what is going on first. 

Please respect others, whatever their situation, you can't judging based on your opinion. This pandemic really taught me everything. We can be selfish, rude, and only cares about ourselves but, if you think again about your family, friends or your loved ones, it maybe changes your mind.

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If My Wishes Came True

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For the past few weeks, I've been streaming and listening to Taylor Swift new album, Folklore. I don't know why but I really love her new album. Specially when the lyrics are "so me" hhaha kind of, but yeah that's my first reaction when I heard her album released. The one I love about Taylor Swift writing skills is I understand her message and feeling through the lyrics she wrote very well. If the songs about broken hearts, I do know that she's really hurts inside, I can feel that way too because we're all the brokenhearted person, right? And if the songs is all about love or happy vibes, we can feel it right away because the lyrics she wrote are easy to catch. 

One of the song from Folklore I love to stream the most is "the 1", I wish that the one I love is the one that love me too, and I wish we can having fun forever, sharing bittersweet moment for life. Too cheesy, right? Hhaha that's not me writing, my otherself or another side of me because the effect of Taylor Swift new album :)

But we were something, don't you think so?

Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool

And if my wishes came true

It would've been you

In my defense, I have none

For never leaving well enough alone

But it would've been fun

If you would've been the one

*Taylor Swift - the 1

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Afternoon Joy

Afternoon Joy on Saturday

Taken @ Samil-daero, Jung-gu, Seoul

(Near Samilgyo Tourist Information Center)

Samsung A8

F/1.5 ISO-40

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Everything Will Be Okay in Your Age

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I always have a long list of korean dramas. So, everyday in the afternoon I always getting rush to go home just to watch my drama on the list. Any drama like on going or complete, I watch them by turns alternately. There's one of complete drama I watched, my favorite genre of drama, slice of life. The title is "Be Melodramatic", 3 girls are bestfriend and they have their own carrier, life and love. Because one and another thing, they're now living under the same roof and the story about them in their 30s begin.

I love the story plot about this drama. This drama tell you to think about how you face a problem in your own way and in your mature age. The girls in this drama are having their own situation, but the point is how to handle your emotion and your act in front of people. I love how they react to a problem, but for me, Eun Jung has a different situation. She suffered a lot after her boyfriend died, she's always hallucinated about her boyfriend is beside her and talked to her. After some time, she realized that she's not okay and she agreed to come to a psychiatrist. 

I know how Eun Jung felt. I've felt it too. I know the feeling when someone we love left us and gone forever. I've been in my worst time too, I was helpless and feeling sad all day. Every day was like a nightmare to me, I thought that I can't get through that time. However, I get up and I intended to change myself. I can't live like this forever. I need to keep moving too. So, I tried hard to change myself to be a better person I could. I don't want myself drowning from sadness anymore. I need to prove to myself that I can do it, I can pass this situation too.  

It's not easy I guess, but I hope someday I'll tell myself "hey, we've been experienced this situation, calm down and do it on your way". I tried to calm myself in every situation, eventhough I always want to show my emotion too, but I can handled it now.

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The Light Show

I went there but turns out they held something and very crowded

Taken @ Gardens by the Bay, Singapore

Iphone X

F/1.5 ISO-250

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Never Get Tired to Imagining Holiday

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For the past months, I have to declare myself that I owned a new ability. Which means I'm moving forward in this situation hhaha what a proud me, such a hard achievement but not.

Well, the ability is I can imagined and planned holiday well, although works at office are hectic as usual hhahah 🤣🤣🤣 what a stupid ability but don't know why I love fantasizing myself at the beach, hearing the sounds of the sea, finding sea shells and many more things to do at the beach. Beside beach, I also imagined myself hiking a mountain with my spoiled-friend who always get me mad in every journey we've been through. And also, I'm checking flights for city tour, as well as location for a cheap shopping, good food and photo spot.

If my brain is fully loaded with works, I need to do something to refreshing my mind again. What I always do is, imagining holiday, wohoooo! That's free, you don't need to check your wallet because it makes you happy eventhough just imagine your favorite place to go. Well, I can't think too far about my plan, because we don't know this pandemic period. But for some reason, it's not bad to make plans now if the pandemic is over soon.

Almost half a year, I can't go anywhere. But I know this is for safety reason, not only me but for all of us. But yeah, it's kinda boring to say: I need holiday, but it's true, we're really need holiday soon after this pandemic, anywhere to make us stay sane.

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Grateful That I'm Met You

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After watched all Hospital Playlist episodes, there's nothing I would regret it. It was a whole package contains a lot happiness, love, laugh and lesson to learn in life. Another bonus is, they gave us band performance and real voice of the actors. I can't say anything anymore, because it was amazing watching the actor singing and band performing besides acted with their colleagues. 

All the soundtracks are old songs and remake by some singer and performed by the doctor's band, what a fully loaded content :) I really love everything about this drama, thank you so much PD Shin and Writer Lee. I can't wait to see the season 2 of this drama, although I can't forget and move on easily from the last episode. And as a fangirl of Yoo Yeon Seok, I'm very happy and beyond words. One day, I wished that I wanted him as a father or if he had a scene taking care child, and guess what? He portrayed as warm-hearted pediatric, I'm crying over mountain T.T

In the whole wide world

for a very long time

Out of all the people

I will only love you

In the whole wide world

for a very long time

Out of all the people

I am grateful that I met you

*Mido and Parasol - Confession is Not Flashy

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Wassalam

After Quarantine Bucket List

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I have so many thoughts in my head but sometimes I can't express well or explained the detail. But if I do have time, I guess I have to write it down right away. So, after being quarantine for so long and I can't count the days I've been spent to, finally I got some ideas to do a bucket list after quarantine is over.

1. Travelling, there's sooo much I like to do when I was going out, specially when the city or country got my attention. Every spot is the view I need to keep as memories, even if it's only a house number or zebra cross, because I love taking pictures when I was travelling.

2. Mall Hopping, first thing first after this quarantine over is going to the mall, even after work hours, without thinking twice, I'm going all alone. Just because I love malls that doesn't mean I always shopping every time I go there. I just love the atmosphere and sightseeing around the stores 🤣

3. Walk the Talk, I always love walking around the city while talking about life or something like light conversation that doesn't need to think hard. I prefer walking near the park, something greenish like a huge field with trees or while hunting for interesting photo spot or if an artist ever took a photo in some specific place.

4. Cafe-ing, I'm not that kind of person who always hanging out but if I do, I prefer sit in the corner in a cafe while sipping a hot chocolate or tea, taking pictures around me and looking through the window.

5. Reading Comics in a Bookstore, I love the smell of a bookstore and sometimes they're playing classic song or hits song at the time. Aaandd, I love the smell of a new book, it's kind of a new spirit for me to open the new page of the book hhaha

6. Going on concert, hell yeaahh (?) We missed to screaming out loud right? Singing and screaming together with the singer and people we share the same taste. I just miss the crowd at the venue while waiting in line for opening gate time and starting to make friends with strangers around me.

So, yeah that's the thing I want to do after quarantine, for now actually, because I can't think what else I want to do, well this quarantine period got me stuck and super lazy that I won't move even an inch from my bed except for work. But, I hope this pandemic is really over, for sure. We can't do anything or doing our daily routine like before, let's just pray and hope we can get this through. Stay safe earth, stay safe people, see you when I see you :)

See you

Wassalam

Don't be Latte

Trying this cold beverage because I was curious and I can't drink strong coffee

Taken @ % ARABICA, Somerset Orchard, Singapore

iPhone X

F/2.4 ISO-160

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Never Play It Cool

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I found this video right on my timeline when I was playing some Kpop music, so for my-another-kind-of-music in the morning I choose to listen this song, which is new song from LANY. I loved their music a lot but unfortunately I never had chance to see their concert. Maybe after all of this, the pandemic thingy you know, I wish I can see their live performance. Making a wish first is okay, right? 

I just wanna give you everything

Show you I'm a silent gentleman

All I wanna do is let you in

But good guys, good guys never win

I just wanna be the one you call

Anything you need, anything at all

All I wanna do is let you in

But good guys, good guys never win

*LANY - good guys

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Wassalam

Quarantine Random Thoughts

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Over than 2 months I did an activity around office and home, every single day. I never going out again, even in weekend. If I go out, that's probably because I had to buy some daily supplies, specially when it comes to Ramadhan. I have to checked my last stocks tidbits and some snacks for me to chew in midnight hhahah :)

Well, some event had me think hard twice. At first, some of my friends were fired, not only in my office but in other places too. It's definitely because of the Covid-19 effect, some business not doing well and they had to cut operational costs. Some office are still open but due to Covid-19 effect they're cut business hours, so that the worker can go home earlier and they're avoiding meeting or gathering that involves many people. 

After doing nothing at home even after works, just sleeping soundly and snacking all the time, I already make plans for holiday which is I don't even know when this pandemic is over hhahha too long being in quarantine had me hallucination and fantasize a lot about the holiday itself. And, it gives me a strong intention to make wish or bucket list after quarantine. 

Well yeah, everybody wants go out without worry and so do I. I miss travelling too, I miss going out and I miss going on concert. I didn't know exactly when I can do this activity but with just making plan and writing the bucket list had me smile all day long. I can't wait to go out again, yeaayyy...

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Wassalam

Walking on An Empty Street

I miss travelling, I miss going out, I miss going anywhere T.T

Taken @ China Town, Singapore

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/2.4 ISO-50

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The Doctors Band Club

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I'm a fan of doctor theme in a Korean drama. So, when I knew that Yoo Yeon Seok will cast as a doctor again, I never think twice, "I will watch his drama". Soon after that information leaks on the internet, Jo Jung Suk and Jung Kyung Ho will take the offer too. OMG I'm dying! They're uniting in a doctor theme 😭😱

The drama first aired in March with one episode per week, huhuuu...so short for a doctor theme. But, PDnim gave us a long airtime, about 70-80 minutes per episode but still I feel that really short. One more thing that makes me feel happy is PDnim is a director of Reply series and Prison Playbook, Shin Won Ho. Now can you imagine how can I not love this drama? This could be on my favorite list drama.

Well, the story is about five doctors who have been friends since they entered medical school in 1999. They learned together, playing on a band, doing something together since their youth and they're working in a same hospital too. The plot is pretty much same as Reply series and Prison Playbook that include the slice of life about the doctors life, hospital life, patient background and anything related to our daily life. And, the title Doctor Playlist is kinda confused me, why would it be a "Playlist"? The answer is, because in every episode we're given a playlist that the doctors always played in their youth. Playlist that includes songs they're played in a band or singing in karaoke room, that playlist always brings memories back.

Anddd...I really like this kind of drama, beside Yoo Yeon Seok in it 🤣. I can relate anything happen in life, well not at all but I don't have to think hard or googling for some medical term I don't understand. This drama have less heavy surgery than Dr. Romantic, but I still enjoy every part of it. Oh and one more thing, the soundtrack is easy listening, we can easily search on Youtube.

I still can believe that I always rewatch this drama every day just because I love it so much, I know I might sound weird or too much, but yeah it is, it contains happiness too much for me hhaha :) I just love the cast, the plot, the cameo, the supporting act, even their words really means it. I know that PDnim won't let us down. In Shin Won Ho PD, we trust!

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Baby We Go Wild

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It's been too long to stay at home, ughh..I can say that I'm a "homebodies", people who love to stay at home doing nothing but staying at home for too long can be boring too. At least, there was time if I get bored, I can go to anywhere anytime. But for now, going out is prohibited and it's a humiliation if you get caught. 

So, for entertaining myself during this isolation period, I caught some new songs on Youtube and yeayyy...found this "Bruce Lee,..Bruce Lee..." thing. I'm so amazed with this group, can't believe Taeyong and Mark are busy with new schedule with NCT 127, while not long ago their busy with Super M's schedule in America.

Baby we go wild
One two seven squad
We ain’t never gonna stop
Even if we can’t see the end, just go

I throw a straight punch right left
New thangs new thangs new thangs
I throw a straight punch right left Bruce Lee
I’m flying around all day long Bruce Lee
*NCT 127 - Kick It

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The Unfriend Situation

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Well, uhm... there's time when people suddenly looking for you. At first, I thought that for no reason. But then I tried to think and understand something, maybe because one of them is the trigger or something they talked about you. Well, maybe for another reasons, I don't want to know, that's their business.

I have friends, I do. I don't know why or how, but as time goes by, it's natural selection that as we get older, the circle of our friends are lessen one by one. The only stay maybe we can call them "best friend", the others we can call them "just friend".

I realize that I'm not that perfect type of a best friend, I do. But, something you should know that I don't mind to deleting some people who are toxic and disrespecting my life. I don't mind to unfriend people who only cares about themselves. I don't like people who came when they need something, then gone when they don't need me anymore. Such a !@#$% (sorry 😁)

As I get older, I'm not that selective to make friends. I enjoyed every single part of making friends with anyone. But, for some reason I have boundaries. My hands are welcome to everyone, as long as they're being nice. I don't mind, I don't care and I don't give a fuck to deleting people in my life. I  have learn the hard way, the less I have friends, the more I know who is the most valuable for me.

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Brighten Up

I love this colors :)

Taken @ Old Hill Street Police Station, Singapore

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/2.4 ISO-50

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Stay At Home

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The Covid-19 news spread widely around the world. So many suspect and positive patients are quarantine, and the rest of us isolating ourselves at home for 2 weeks or maybe over than 2 weeks. Some of us work from home and work by shifting with others too. Well, while me, work from home and shifting not applicable for me, at least. I can't work from home if a lot of my works are stacked at the office. I can't take them all, my room is already full with my stuffs, kpop stuffs, yeah you know :p

Another case is, from now on and everyday during the Covid-19, my office provide shuttle from home to work and vice versa. They intended to decrease our contact with strangers, public transportation and public places. I just know that the purpose of work from home and shifting for lessen the populated of workers in a office or building. By decreasing populated workers and physical contact with others and anything else, I hope we are not contaminated with the virus as long as we keep clean ourselves, right?

Staying at home is a heaven for some people but you'll get bored if you stay doing nothing. For me, I get bored easily, mostly because I can't go out without feeling anxious. Why would I go out if I'm not feeling happy? We're going out to boost up our mood, right? We're take a walk to get a good mood, too, right?

Oh my Goddddd, puhleaseeee let me live without feeling worried of the virus 😭😭😭 Hope this get better by day, this shall pass too. Stay safe everyone, stay at home and stay cool 😉

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Things We Can't Repeat

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This song got viral on Tiktok and kinda catchy to me, hhaha :P But you know, this is very easy listening. Some users leave comment on youtube as Covid-19 is spread out, and saying "Put your hands in mine? Government suggest to do social distancing", hahhaha...that hits really hard.

Put your hand in mine

You know that I want to be with you all the time

You know that I won't stop until I make you mine

You know that I won't stop until I make you mine

Until I make you mine

Well, I have called you darlin' and I'll say it again, again

So kiss me 'til I'm sorry, babe, that you are gone and I'm a mess

And I'll hurt you and you'll hurt me and we'll say things we can't repeat

*PUBLIC - Make You Mine

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Silent Talk

The Fifth Floor

Taken @ National Gallery, Singapore

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/1.5 ISO-250

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New Face on TV

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As I always filled my daily activity after work with korean dramas and variety shows, I realize new faces on the screen, mostly on varshows. Well, I always saw them on drama and movie not variety show, so that's new for me seeing them routinely on screen without script and of course with their natural behavior hhaha :) At first I saw them, I was like "is this for temporarily or permanent member?", because if they went to the show for temporary position, it certainly they are just guest for one day or one episode at the moment. But, if they casted for permanent member, I guess my eyes are happy seeing them every weekend hhahah :P

1. Kim Seon Ho

The first time I saw him when he casted as supporting role in Good Manager, that was his first drama I've watched. Years passed, I can tell you that his acting skill is not a joke. He is one of the brilliant actor that need more spotlight. He can do any role, in romantic comedy, action, tell me about it. I love his dimples uwuuu...He's so sweet when he's smiling. I love his role on Catch the Ghost, he portrayed as a policeman with Moon Geun Young. 

 

When I know there's new season of 2 Days 1 Night with new cast member, there's an announcement that Seon Ho will be on the list. I'm very exciting to hear the news. It means I can see Seon Ho every weekend. The most anticipating is because he is a rookie to variety though he is a master on drama, he is very clumsy and very interesting in every episode. I'm waiting the next move of Seonho, go go variety rookie! ♥♥♥

2. Shin Sung Rok

He is the villain in every drama I've ever watch. He always get the antagonist role, no matter what the genre is. In Vagabond, he is portrayed a protagonist or neutral role (?) hahhah I don't know how to explain but he isn't played the antagonist at the time. The latest news I heard is he will be the new member in Master in The House, which he will reunite with Lee Seung Gi, his co-star in Vagabond. 

I never thought that he can be this silly! He is waaayyy more funny on variety show. He shows his true colors and really a humble person. So amazing to see his other side outside drama and movie. Well, yeah I know because he's got a script on drama but maannn...this is a big different because I never see him smiling so natural and effortlessly making a joke to the member and staffs. We'll see you Sung Rok-ssi ♥♥♥

Up till now, I still can't believe that they're take challenge to their career. Of course it's not an easy job to starred in a variety show, but they're trying their best and enjoying every second of it. Still can't believe but I'm their biggest supporter, I'm waiting for their action in variety show and of course in drama and movie too. Keep up the good work Kim Seon Ho and Shin Sung Rok. 

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Don't Play The Game

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Well, well...They never failed me with their new single. This time, a song with an interesting title "Psycho" really stuck in my head for weeks. The dance choreography is amazing and don't forget their outfit too, I love the monochrome theme. The last, Irene and Wendy are sooo beautiful, congratulations on your new single.

We’re in a very weird and strange relationship
We crush each other 
And hug each other 

You got me feeling like a psycho psycho
People keep telling us
As we fight like it’s our last but then we get along
They don’t get it, it’s so funny
*Red Velvet - Psycho

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Not Another Plan B

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Woahh...I didn't think that this virus would be a threatening one to us, maybe some of us already have plan for going abroad but you have to cancel your traveling plan. Well yeah, me too. I already have plan for this 2020 before the virus came. I want to filled my passport with more stamps, but now that's only plan on plan. I can't go anywhere outside Indonesia because the government already give travel warning to some countries that affected by the virus.

I had to confess to the world that I'm bored to the max right now. I can't even go to KL to go to a concert this month. Maybe, if I was reckless again, I would go no matter what, but the situation and condition about this virus is so scary. I'm afraid it would be impact on my work too. So, I, uhm...I don't have another plan despite I really want to go anywhere but here hhaha :) Every day after work hours I downloaded some korean drama dan variety show, so on the weekend I have a lot of stocks of dramas and varshows to watch and supply myself with a lot of food to make me happy and never think about the bad news that I can't go overseas for a while, hiks T.T

Some concerts that will be held on the first half of this year is cancelled and the promoter already gave official announcement about the cancelled event and the refund process. So saaaddd :( But, that's good thou. We don't want to see our artist getting sick too, right? I don't want to say anything anymore, but I can relate and guysss, I feel youuuu, I feel sad too.

I hope this ends soon. I hope I, we all, can go to overseas soon. Going on concerts, holiday, shopping and anything you do overseas, hope we can do this soon after this virus no longer threatens us. I hope we get better everyday. Stay safe everyone. 

See you 

Wassalam

Gotta Cure My Curiosity

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I always listened to this song on a radio, I realized it's Justin Bieber's voice but I don't know if he launched a new album or new song. So I googling and found this. Well, Justin and Hailee is a sweet young couple that proves no matter what people say, they're always give happiness to their loved ones.

When you think about your forever now
Do you think of me?

When you close your eyes
Tell me what are you dreaming?
Everything, I wanna know it all

I'd spend 10,000 hours and 10,000 more
Oh, if that's what it takes to learn that sweet heart of yours
And I might never get there but I'm gonna try
If it's 10,000 hours or the rest of my life
I'm gonna love you 
I'm gonna love you
*Dan + Shay & Justin Bieber - 10,000 Hours

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Wassalam