Everything Means Nothing

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At the premiere day of this video music on Youtube, I know this would be the best song of Shawn Mendes. I miss his voice and his guitar too. In this video, I saw him very cute with his armpit hair hahahha 

Oh, I'm good at keeping my distance

I know, that you're the feeling I'm missing

You know that I hate to admit it

But everything means nothing if I can't have you

I can't write one song that's not about you

Can't drink without thinking about you

Is it too late to tell you that

Everything means nothing if I can't have you

*Shawn Mendes - If I Can't Have You

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You're My Type

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Last time I watched Avengers: Endgame, I remembered that Chris Evans I knew is a teenage boy I've seen on tv. The first Evans' movie I've ever watched is The Perfect Score, which the first movie he partnered with Scarlett Johansson. After that, I watched The Nanny Diaries and Cellular. Then, Fantastic Four 1 and 2, Push and I never watched his movie again until 2011, I've seen him in What's Your Number with Anna Faris. After this movie, he got contracted for MCU movies. 

I don't know why, but I'd like to say that my heart touched when I saw him in Gifted, released in 2017. He portrayed an uncle who battling a custody of his niece, between his mother, the niece's grandmother. In every Evans' movie I watched, Gifted really gave me huge surprised because I saw him like an uncle who's really love and trying to protect his niece, he's scared that he will ruin her future. In my opinion, he's just trying to make a normal life for his niece, an ordinary plans for her daily life, but he also care about her education, social life, and behavior. 

I have no other words to describe this movie, but Evans' really gave me an ideal type of a husband, someday hhahaha 😁 I love seeing him disciplined Mary, his niece. I love his rules to get Mary's attention. And I really touched when he hugged Mary like his own daughter, so lovely ❤. So yeah, Chris Evans is my type. My ideal-husband-type :)

Here's my conclusion: if you want to see Chris Evans acting, or a family movie far from superheroes thing, you should watch Gifted, he's already a superhero for his niece, also he's my bias wrecker! I love you Capt, no, I love you Chris Evans. See you in other movie really soon :)

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The Night Lights

Take me there

Taken @ Asiatique Riverfront, Bangkok, Thailand

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/2.4 ISO-150

Your Life, Your Goals

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Kinda miss writing again, with full of emotions and spirit of the writing blog. I tried. I do and I did, ha! This one is really need time, like...I work in the morning, doing something with my phone in the afternoon, watching and scrolling at night, so I guess writing is an activity I need to do between the main three I've done these days. 

Some people I've met, even randomly people, they have plans for their lives, their future and their goals. I don't explain any of them but we all do that right? So, yeah, I have mine too. But, what's the most obtacles you have to reach your goals? Me? I have a lot. Not only about money and time, but chance too. Yep, I've lost many chances in my life. After that, I realized something, I must have another plan.

Well, yeah, it's not that easy thou. But, believe or not, after many failure and lost chances in life, I've learn and got many plans already in mind. If plan A didn't work, then I need to do my plan B. If B didn't work, then I should go for C. Seems easy? Not that easy, because I thought for long time to get these plans. 

So, for anyone out there, don't be dissapointed if your plans didn't work like you wanted to be. Don't listen to anyone who's trying to let you down. Just be brave, believe and be ready to reach your goals. Cheers to every fighter out there!

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Good Times Gone

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Been so long i didn't write any longer post here. Well, yeah, kinda busy for living, ha! So, this song which I've found through youtube, contains denial and anger (?). I don't know which good words to describe but sounds very catchy to my ear. 

If you can leave me for
Something so innocent
Is this the end?
Thought you'd be there through thick and thin
*LANY - Thick and Thin

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Is This Really The End?

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So, it's me, again (of course). I've been too much taking break from the movies, specially from cinema. My healing weekend starts and always ends with korean drama, nothing else. And that's the reason which makes me lazier to go out from the bed all day long. 

Last time I go to the cinema, I watched Avengers: Endgame. I, uhm, really late to speak about this, but hey everybody got the spoiler, right? So do I. When I was told that some heroes are dead, which makes me even more depressed not watching it on the premiere day, I really hope it's not Iron Man who is dead in the movie. But, I was wrong, Iron Man is really dead. I just, I, uhm, how am I supposed to tell you about this when I, myself not ready yet to face the truth?

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Some news are spreading around the world saying that, this movie is really the end of the contract for some avengers casts. Oh no! It's like you have to say goodbye but your heart not ready to say the words, so sad. Iron Man was the first superhero I adore, with Tony Stark as the alter ego, the man behind the suit. And I really love how Robert Downey Jr portrayed Tony Stark and Iron Man as the same character which he always describes himself in the movie: genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. Really annoying, right? But I caaaan't hate him, every negative side he has, it's blew me up with one thing: he's genius. That's all. 

I really love RDJ, Tony Stark and Iron Man. I Iove them all. But, I can't accept the reality that I can't see them in any MCU movies anymore. If I was casted in the movie, maybe I'm the only person who cried like hell hhahaha 

I love you 3000 Tony Stark,
I love you 3000 Iron Man,
You left good memories to my heart, no one can beat you and argue with you like Tom and Jerry, except Captain America :)

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