A Jewel In The City

I wish I could live in this city and enjoyed every part of it >.<

Taken @ Jewel Changi Airport, Singapore

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I Don't Think So

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Wohooo!!! We've been waiting for this dance practice video of Obsession from EXO. The management really doing the marketing strategy so flawless hhahah :) They said that if the music video has reached 40M views they will upload the dance practice video immediately and they know EXO-Ls can't be defeat if you challenge them. So yeah...here we go, all the boys there are literally bias wrecker hhaha and uhm...Sehun is wearing jacket from fansite who gave him 3 years ago, soo lovely

You say you know me? (I don’t think so)
Who are you to snuggle in (I don’t think so)
You cover my eyes (I don’t think so)
You cover up the truths (I don’t think so)
Let go of the empty dreams (I don’t think so)
Don’t make me spit out the poison (I don’t think so)
You’ll never have me again (I don’t think so)
Shut up and go away

Thousand nights, I repeated so many times
A vicious cycle of nightmares I’ll end it now
The turned-off exit light
Get away from me now
*EXO - Obsession

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Something Make You Sane

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I've watched "Kim Jiyeong Born 1982" at the cinema couple weeks ago. So yeah, this movie is a very relatable one from every woman in this world. If you are a girl, a woman, a daughter, a wife, an in-law, and every status you've carried on your shoulder and still struggling between career and family, you have to see this movie as soon as possible. It's a must watch movie every woman could die for.

From the first scene to the last, it brings a lot of message and life qoute that really related to our life. We, women out there, we're having all the non-deniable-choices even when we are surrounded by our closest relatives. We might be living the life happily ever after like people said but who knows inside our heart right? We're having an intense battle inside our mind and heart, we can't choose which one is better because we want choose them all at the same time, and we can't really represent ourselves to the world because some people think that we are woman, its a nature that we are on the weak side. But hey, every woman is a superhero for everyone around them. Please don't underestimate woman around you.

Last but not the least, appreciate and take care of people you care about specially someone that always put effort and attention to every little thing in your life. They never say to us that they need feedback from their actions but we must know that they really need our attention too, even for a small action. I do realize this movie will bring some speculation, criticize or negatives review about the theme of woman in household and career but we can't avoid that situation, because it's real, it's happening around us. So, be careful of what you think, you say and you do to woman. You better keep silent.

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Hot and Cold

That green cold drink is my savior :P

Taken @ Pasar Seni, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

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Is This Crazy or Just a Romance?

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Last week, I've watched new Korean movie on cinema. Well, I don't have much expectation like before, but if you know, the leading actor and actress is Kim Rae Won and Gong Hyo Jin. How could I not watch that? Ughh puh-leaseeee...I said to myself "no matter what I must watch this movie before its gone". Then, I dragged my always-okay-to-everything friend to accompany me, mission success anyway :)

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The movie is not just another romance comedy theme. Kim Rae Won as Jae Hoon is getting dumped by his fiance a month ago and he can't move on over that. Gong Hyo Jin as Sun Young is broke up with her boyfriend who cheated on her. Later on, Jae Hoon and Sun Young are co-worker and somehow they have something in common. You might be guess the plot is very alike from other romcom movie but this one is different. 

I love how the director and writer put the conversation like a real life. Some life quote about relationship is very real and some of us maybe have ever felt that too, right? We're getting dumped, caught them cheating on us, can't move on, can't get over it even it's been a long time, still love them, want to come back again and other feeling we've been through.

Kim Rae Won and Gong Hyo Jin such a perfect duo to portrayed in this movie. I love their chemistry together and also their point about their love relationship. Also, I really love their conversation together. If you watch this movie, maybe you'll be reminded of your brokenhearted story. But then again, I just love this movie. It really is another romcom I finally found that really related to our life. So, have you watched Crazy Romance?

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I Could Be Every Color You Like

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I heard this song was very easy listening. When it comes to my timeline, I was like "Wait, who is this voice?". Well, after awhile I finally found the singer and title of this song. A very simple love words. And, I couldn't resist the message of this song: I could be every color you like. Yes, i could be everything you like :)

I could be red

Or I could be yellow
I could be blue
Or I could be purple
I could be green
Or pink or black or white
I could be every color you like

*Stella Jang - Colors

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Cozy Place Among The Crowd

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I've been to KL for so many times that I couldn't count anymore hhaha...But still don't find anything interesting or something new to make sure my ability to find good places to eat, drink, stay or maybe just strolling around the city. The most often visited I've been to is Bukit Bintang, because everything just around you. If you like shopping even from the low rate until the most expensive branded is in there in Bukit Bintang. If you like to eating and some tidbits, every corner in Bukit Bintang provide your taste. And if you like to stay in the middle of the city and near to anywhere you want to go, then try Bukit Bintang. Okay, I know my review isn't that good but that's my opinion if you want to have a quick holiday in KL. 

So, someday I've lost. I really depend my direction to Google Maps, but yeahh...you know Google, right? Sometimes it gives you the direction you really want, but most of the time I lost the direction hhahahahha...Well, I can't say I loved to get lost but I enjoyed every moment of my journey, even if it has to be lost alone, that's okay I think. I just lost in the city, not getting lost and falling into another planet, right?

In the middle of lost and trying to found some cafe or restaurant to get my lunch, I remember an unique cafe, Merchant's Lane. First, the door very small and maybe out of your sight. And the second one is, it's really hype! So, I've ordered some food, drink and a dessert, I don't know the name of the dessert but it's a cake with poppy seed and orange flavor in it, soooo delicious! 

 

So simple yet very eye-catching to me because everything inside this cafe is more than I can imagined. Just like your family home with some friendly strangers talking to others, the furniture is so simple but classy enough I guess, the chairs and sofas was so cozy and all the menus was so different from others cafe. Also, you can order cake in front of the cashier. I don't know why but the place was so comfortable to me, it makes me want to come back again. Well, I've been there twice hhaha :P

That's the story of my lost and found journey hahhahah I don't know I called it like that but that's really happen to me. It's kind of you can't avoid that, but no matter what happen, you have to deal with it. It's not like you hate it, it's just, uhm...you finally accept that. So, maybe next time I must visit Merchant's Lane again and try other menu or maybe they have some new menu, hmm...can't wait >.< 

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Cheers to A Better Life

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Hats off for SM Entertainment, whose really trying to make our money decrease slowly by the new upcoming boy group this year. After EXO-SC, I've been already waiting this group for many days. I don't know what to say but this one is the greatest sub-unit ever happen in SM. This group contains all the best visuals, best vocals, best rappers, best dancers and the best vitamin for fans eyes.

Their first song to debut is Jopping acronym for jumping and popping. Well yeah, my heart skips beat and already jopping with the music. Even Ellen and her viewers at studio can't stand to look at them, because they're all so handsome and of course, best visual of the best. 

Fly like a paraglide

Appear in a pair of slides

Let’s go out to paradise

Cheers to a better life

Gotta move, watch the money monsoon

Make the crowd go wild in a small room

Let me see you put it all on like a costume

Don’t know how far it’ll spread

*Super M - Jopping

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You're the Best Clown

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I guess some people already watched Joker in cinema. So, i'm going to do some review based on mine. Not a proper review, basically it's just a sharing about my thoughts about the movie.

At the first, I really enjoyed watching Joaquin Phoenix acting, he really is the best actor to do this job. Although, I thought that Jared Leto will played this character, I don't have much expectation because as I'm already said before, I'm disappointed about Suicide Squad, really. So, I watched Joker with not much expectation and I didn't read any review or synopsis before.

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During the movie played on screen, my lips never stop complementing how great is Joaquin Phoenix in there. He reminds me of Heath Ledger when he portrayed Joker. Very enjoying his life while suffering from his mental illness and his life-problems. Trying to kicked off the annoying people and still have a soft heart for kind people around him. I can't stop take my eyes off of him, either Joaquin Phoniex or Joker, I don't see much different. He really is the great great great man for this role. Hats off for him.

And at the end of the movie, it left us, the viewers, to make conclusion on ourselves. Because it's too ambiguous yet clearly said that maybe we're being manipulated from the movie start until it ends. But who knows, right? I love this ending, makes us confused, asking some questions but yeah, that's the point, that is exactly the director's wants us to think about mental illness.

Everyone around us have problems in their life we know nothing about. Some of them decided not showing us or telling us, they're just kept on their mind which is very uncomfortable when no one around to listened. Just because you have too much problems doesn't mean you can ignore people when they need your help. They have problems too, but we're just don't know exactly what it is, just help them even a little empathy is a big appreciation to them.

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Morning Dew

Morning Dew

Taken @ Gundaling, Brastagi, Medan

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The Coffee That I Need

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I found this music video after I watched Blackpink's Jennie sang at their private showcase. I never thought Jennie is able to play guitar too, because I always watched Rose who play guitar the most than Jennie did. 

When the first time I hear this song on Youtube, waaww their voices so beautiful and it's like a calming song to your heart. So easy listening and very eargasm, you should hear their other songs too. I hope, that I, and you and we are all find our best part in life.

You're the coffee that I need in the morning

You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring

Won't you give yourself to me

I just wanna see

I just wanna see how beautiful you are

You know that I see it

I know you're a star

Where you go I'll follow

No matter how far

If life is a movie

Oh you're the best part

*Daniel Caesar & H.E.R. - Best Part

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Everything is Blue

Blue is the new red

Taken @ Mikie Funland, Medan

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A Copy of Myself

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I love how Honne put every words in their songs. Something I can't find anywhere in other musician. Just healing me, my soul. Well, my empty soul, because I never did this, writing lyrics and poems again. I love Honne makes me feel like what's they describing in this song, it's so me, so you and everyone who's feel the same atmosphere like this on the day 1.

You'll always be my Day 1

Day zero when I was no one

I'm nothing by myself, you and no one else

Thankful you're my Day 1

Thankful you're my Day 1

When I first met you, it just felt right

It's like I met a copy of myself that night

I don't believe in fate as such

But we were meant to be together that's my hunch

*Honne - Day 1

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I Got My Eyes On You

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So far, most of the time I spent my weekend is watching korean drama, even in weekdays after work I spent my time to watched all the episodes I downloaded in office, thanks to free wifi and thanks to IT team for allowed me :)

These are some dramas I love the most, so far, for the past 2-3 months. My head over heels for the actors, the acting skills, the stories in it and the tensions that really put me in a curious side of mine, even I showed my anger through the dramas and the antagonists, eww...If I could, I had to punch them in the face right away.

Here they are and feel free to googling anything related to the drama:

1. Designated Survivor 60 Days

This is the adaptation from American version. For all adaptation from the west series, I never watched them before. But if I did, I prefer the Korean version more than the American or UK version. The K-Drama plot stories and the flowing tension is more bringing up my emotion hhahah I know that's too much but it's true, really.

I love how the President really confused of what is going on but well adapted to the situation and he's kind of a man that appreciating every staffs doing, he doesn't judge but listening first, he won't make any decision without telling the staffs first and he is really an example of "a man you can't meet in real life" hhahahahah :)

My favorite character here is Cha Young Jin portrayed by Son Seok Koo. He is an office senior administrator, so yes, he always stays beside the President. Another reason he became my favorite character and soon to be my favorite actor is because he can really push someone without doing anything hard and he always support President's even when he doesn't agree with the decision. I love his acting skill in here and I'm looking forward to see you on screen, Son Seok Koo. Please give him more script ❤

2. Watcher

The only reason I watch this drama because I saw Seo Kang Joon on the trailer. Then, I saw Han Suk Kyu, first I saw him in Romantic Doctor Kim. So, I forced myself to watch this drama eventhough I'm afraid this would be sadistic killing scene. But it's not happening, just cutting fingers eewww....

My favorite character here is Kim Yeong Goon portrayed by Seo Kang Joon. If I was him, I couldn't bear to see my parents died in front of my eyes in the same place, in my house. He can hold himself very well, even in a tense situation. So proud of you, Seo Kang Joon, another step of your career, congrats!

3. Class of Lies

This one is the least drama I want to see, just because the poster like Chinese or Thailand horror movie. No, this one is reallyyy a good one to see. I was underestimated this drama. Just because include the students and teachers on the poster, doesn't mean it's all about dramarama in school, love-hate relationship between lover, or the rich and the poor story. Moreee than you can imagine, just watched and see how it can blow your mind. Turns out I love the whole story, the actors, and how I love the ending scene hhaha so funny :)

My favorite character here is Yoo Beom Jin portrayed by Jun. He is jerk. He is really blow my mind. I don't how to say words for him, just arrghh...I hate his behavior but I love his effort to works on his plans. Everything about him in drama really unpredictable and beyond expectation. Go watch and see yourself stress because of him 🤣 To Jun, I love you 3000 ❤❤❤

I hope them success in drama or movie and I'll be waiting their next project. Wish them all got more screen time and more projects to go. See youuu in another title while I'm rewatched your past dramas, I got my eyes on you guys. This might be my longer post than other posts, but i like it hhaha :)

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Let's Go To The Space

Going out of space with red Vespa 

Taken @ Line Village, Bangkok, Thailand

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Adorable Sweet Man

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Been watching all new K-Drama and K-Show for the entire week, I'm so proud that I already finished some dramas. When you found a good drama and it ended up soon, your life feeling like at a stake  and you don't really know what to do, what to watch and how to spend your spare time hhaha...That's me! But then I've found new drama and new reality show and it feels like found an oasis in the middle of the desert. 

I really like the concept that Korean show provide us. It's not the gimmick, if you check it on the concept and the crew who work hard for the show, it really gives us something we never think about. The message they send to us very clearly. I think that they're really genius on something like variety show or reality show I never found in my country.

One of my current favorite is, Little Forest. It's a reality show with 4 adults to babysit children away from their parents, in a small village with a fresh air, huge garden, and animals that children never experience in big city. Of course, one of the adults there catching my attention. He is Lee Seung Gi. In the first episode, he tried to putting a baby to sleep which he though that is harder than working out. But he did it. The baby sleeps in his arm with his lullaby and humming, uwuu such a sweet man :)

Weeks after, he babysit children and he made a tree house too. He's really put attention to children's demand, he tried to understand their feeling, and he also listened well to their worries and fears. He made them feel experience they never do in a big city. I love his interaction with kids, even with the big kid and small kid, he treats them different because he thinks that every kids is different in their own way. 

I really love this reality show and I love Lee Seung Gi charms in here, he is such a adorable uncle who plays well with kids and he is very daddy-able too ❤. Lee Seung Gi really does a good job and he will be a good husband and a lovely dad. How lovely to see interaction between adults and kids in Little Forest. I can't wait to see them next week. I even watched previous episodes just to spend my time while waiting for the new one. 

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From The First Time

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I love Lauv's songs and one day, I've found a cover by Jaehyun NCT. He sang my favorite song from Lauv album, I Like Me Better. Well, beside his visual as good as diamond in my eyes, his voice very eargasm too. The music video was simple yet full of love because he used a handy camera and a beautiful background in Paris. 

Like a magic, when I saw Jaehyun at the very first time in NCT music video, he captured my eyes and heart, at the same time I was like, "What is he? Is he really human or something? Because I can't take my eyes of off him!". Can't wait to see Jaehyun in person, probably in a concert? Wish me luck. Jaehyun, noona saranghae ❤

I like me better when I'm with you
(Yes, I do, yes, I do, babe)
I like me better when I'm with you
I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time
'Cause I like me better when
I like me better when I'm with you

I like me, I like me
Look who you made me, made me, oh no
Better when
I like me better when I'm with you
*JAEHYUN - I Like Me Better (LAUV Cover)

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You Can Sit With Us

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For the next entire posts I've ever posted here, this one is really challenging me because I got blanked for so many reasons I could tell. But first thing first, I already tired to write anything here. I always got tired even when I'm not doing anything hhaha :) 

Have you ever feel tired but you can't tell people around you? Yes, I have, all the time, my lips get tired to tell people, too. Have you ever feel you want to share something but then you decide to keep it by yourself? Yes, I have, for the most of my story I decided to keep it low. Have you ever try to change anything in your life? Yes, I have, I changed everything that's not keep me satisfied, for the small example is I changed my habit after wake up in the morning, I used to sleep again after wake up and now, I wake up earlier just to sleep again a little longer (that's not a big change in life, thou). Sorry.

So yeah, I have so many reasons to tell but I choose not to. People might think that's weird or random, but what they don't know is, there are some people trying hard just to be a good human being by not being a judgmental person. You can be yourself, you can be an introvert or extrovert, you can be anything you want. And yes, you can sit with us in every moment and every place if you think the person you see or meet is on the same direction as you.

I felt like I was lack of sleep, so I need more time to rest and get some free day. But...I know that's too precious to get this time :) Keep it in mind, you can sit with us whatever your feeling was, your condition or your thoughts keep you fly to nowhere. 

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I Found Your Trace

I found your trace, Yeon Seok Oppa ❤❤❤

Taken @ Alor Street Art, Malaysia

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It's Time to Grow Up

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I already watched the second installment of Spiderman : Far From Home, well I couldn't say anything but this one is the best movie of Spiderman so far. I love how Tom Holland portrayed young Peter Parker, with his geeky and stiff personality as if he is doing the best according to his feeling or Peter-tingle as mentioned in the movie. But yeah, we're all know that this one is the young version of Peter Parker in high school, so maybe some cheeky moments of high schoolers and not so romantic actions of Peter might be as same as we are in school, right?

I'm not really spilled all the story here but you're all need to watch it now, and pleaseee be ready to see some sad scene of Tony Stark. Yes, I'm Tony Stark fans, and Iron Man fans too, but that's not the point. You'll be reminding some scene in Avengers Endgame, but all I see is we're losing some heroes, one of them is Iron Man. I almost cry because of the back sound reminds me of Iron Man and Black Widow.

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Well, this Spiderman movie really the best among all the installment, which people said that Peter Parker version of Tom Holland is the closest one to comic version. One thing that I don't really like is Zendaya who portrayed MJ, just...could you pleaseeee don't be too boring to played the MJ-girl we all know? I just, uhm...I don't really think that MJ personality is like that, Zendaya version such a tomboyish, not caring at all but she's care about Peter but maybe she can't express her feelings (?), I don't know, I just don't get it, why it should be like that, why would MJ should act like that.

After all, yeah you know Marvel, they're so ready and really prepared something big ahead, there's two after credits, one in the mid credit and another in the end. You should go to the toilet first before you entered the studio. I have to admit, Tom Holland really pass my expectation, well he's beyond expectation. He doesn't use his British accent once he entered the Marvel movies, but I really miss his accent, same as Benedict Cumberbatch, I love their accents. 

So, see you in other Marvel movies and see you in next Spidey movie, Tom. Nice to see you growing up and pleaseeee played in some British movie, I could watched you everyday and heard your accent on repeat all day long. 

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Please Don't Wake Me Up

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Say no more to stucked at the moment. Why so? Because I, literally my fast fingers, found an old video of korean song covers into english, and guess what? She has a beautiful voice. Yep, a girl with a beautiful voice and unique.

I just found her on youtube with the name on it: Ysabelle Cuevas, subscribe her channel and watch all her covers. I, uhm...I don't really know how to explain but I love her voice, her pronounciation is easy to listening even without earphone and her voice, uhh...it's so eargasm. 

One of her cover I loved the most is Shaun - Way Back Home. But, the oldest cover and one of the most I wanted and searched, I just found last night is Taeyang - Wake Me Up, it's beautiful with her voice in it. Taeyang notices her, reposted on his IG and invites her to sing together at the stage in LA couple years ago. It was the best moment we could see, the coverer and the original singer standing together in one stage, a live stage. 

Now I want to share my favorite song, which she covers undoubtly very easy listening and eargasm to me. 

Could you comfort me? Is it love?

When I think about the time we spent together

And you're beautiful wish this would last forever, is it love?

If there ain't nobody but you in my head.

Don't wake me up

Don't wake me up

Don't wake me up

I hope and pray morning never comes again. 

*Taeyang - Wake Me Up (Ysabelle Cuevas English Cover Version)

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Don't You Dare

What are you human looking at? :D

Taken @ Pavilion KL, Bukit Bintang, Malaysia

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I Work For It

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For some reason, people might think that I got everything in life is like an instan. Well, who doesn't, right? Even your friends don't really know how can you get that, based on your living budget, daily routine and your background. Does everyone feel the same way too? If so, then let me share my opinion. 

Me, actually I had a list with a lot of things I want in my life. I call it, my bucketlist. No, it's not like the list I want to do before I die, it's just a motivation to push me harder to get what I want and what I love the most. Some of them are the things that I never do or experience in my whole life, even for once. 

Then, I asked myself,"What is the most you really want to do?", that's the first question. The second one is,"Why do you want to do that?", probably because I always doubting myself so I need to convincing and reassuring that I really want to do that. The third one is,"How can you get that?", this is the most important thing. How to checked all the list if I don't know what to do in the first place? 

Well, the answer is simple but has a deep meaning. If the money is all I need, then I have to saving more money than before and cut all expenses that not too important. If the time is the answer, then I have to spend time efficiently and effectively to the hours I've wasted. If the chance is the real matter, then I must be focus on my work so I never lose the chance again. 

Like Ariana Grande said: I see it, l like it, I want it, I got it. But, what people don't know is between "I want it" and "I got it", there's "I work for it, I fall for it and I fight for it". It might be like an old advice, but it classy. I don't deserve everyone acknowledgment to this, but I can prove it and show them, that I got it because my unlimited effort. Cheers to an unlimited bucketlist! 

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I'm Gonna Be Okay

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Being questioned by everyone not very know me so well, so I often ask myself,"Am I okay?" "Am I really okay with this?". This song is not for questioning that, but it always stuck in my head like I'm asking someone else,"Am I gonna be okay?". Well, for now, I'm gonna be okay, right?

Is it wrong to think you're sadistic?

I know you're sleeping perfect
While I'm over here hurting

I'm gonna be okay
Right?
I'm gonna be okay
Right?
I wish I could tell myself that at night
I'm gonna be okay, right?
*LANY - okay (feat. Julia Michaels)

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Will You Stay or Leave for Good?

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Last week I watched Toy Story 4 aaanndd it was a great great great animation movie I ever watched. Know what? There's a lot meaning about this movie more than just an animation and kids movie. It's bigger than that, greater than that and the better version of toys we've all thinking this whole time. 

Sorry for spoiler, but who's not enjoying spoiler right? So, this is really my honest opinion and review about this movie, so just chill out. After all this time, I figured out that Woody is a positive thinker and open-minded person (toy, i guess). But, after all this time, I thought Woody was so comforted being Andy's toy, cowboy toy. Then years after, Andy got into college and he gave his toys to Bonnie, a child with a happy personality and playing well with her toys. 

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When Bonnie play her toys, she's often playing with Woody, she prefer play with other toy until she went to her first day at school, she made a new toy. Woody saw that and he said to his fellow toys at home that they had to encourage Bonnie so she doesn't fear to anyone anymore. Long story short, at the end when Woody wants to join again with his fellow toys to be back with Bonnie, Buzz tell him that it's okay if Woody feel comfortable by not being around Bonnie, well Woody then met Bo Peep, his crush at Andy's house. So I guess, Woody now find his comfortable home, his comfort zone, Bo Peep. 

After post credit, I felt really sad and not moving from my seat because I need to clear my glasses and think again about the message inside the movie. I guess, it's really really great to watch this Toy Story 4. I mean, well, at this age, not so young anymore, I can relate very well what Woody felt. 

What if people don't need you anymore? What if, after whole this time, the place you think you were safe, comfort, lively and peacefully is not really your place? What if the "home" you're living until today is not the "home" you've been looking for? What if your happiness is out there, with your first crush that you've been searching for a long time? What if Woody...is not really a toy? I guess, Woody is like us, human. He's a toy, I know. But everything he did, it's really an action that we're doubting to do, even for ourselves. 

And yes, I, uhmm...should watch this again. Really appreciate the whole team in Toy Story 4. Thank you for bringing a positive way of thinking about friendship and living the life we should. Thank you, you made my day. And, thank you Woody, for showing me living the life to infinity and beyond. 

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23:52 - Days of Insomniac

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Few days after Eid Fitr, I can't sleep like normal. My sleeping time are messy and uncontrolable. I sleep up to 12 PM and wake up at 5 AM, then I was sleepy around 2 PM but I can't rest my eyes even for a second. 

One night, I watched Avengers and some other heroes movie on cable tv. After few hours, my eyes never gets sleepy, obviously it gets more actively with playing games and scrolling on the phone. I've tried to drink hot tea, hot chocolate and hot water to rest my body but still can't resist the power of "eyes open widely". 

Suddenly I tried to change my nap time. I played and watched korean drama with slow storyline. I tried to wake up during nap time and afternoon. Just because I had to sleep and feel tired to sleep early at night. 

Somehow, it works even just for one day. But sure, at night I sleep early, until midnight. After midnight, I just turn my body to left and right, pull up my blanket, checked on my phone til I realize it's near dawn, shubuh time. I prayed then tried to sleep again, well yeah I slept. I slept not very soundly but it's enough I think. 

I really don't know exactly what happens to my body and my sleep time. I tried to figure it out but maybe it just because I can't leave the Ramadhan vibes. Maybe. Now, I'm fasting again because it is Syawal so yeah, I can't really move on from Ramadhan vibes, even in my routine I always miss adzan Magrib hhahah :D 

How's your day after leaving Ramadhan? Is it good? Hope you'll continue your daily routine like you did in Ramadhan and the days after. See you in next Ramadhan

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Peace and Patience

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Honestly, I haven't been doing good for the last past months, I do, I try, I did, but turns out not a good reaction I've got. I know my mistakes, if I could tell honestly from the beginning: I couldn't do it by myself. Well at first I just said: let me try first, then I'll tell you what I need. Seems like I was distracted by some other works which really cost me a big deal. That's just a little story from my office work.

And, I do have problems too in life beside office probs, which is makes me feel small than my relatives and friends but yep, I can handle it. I guess. But still, I work on progress. 

Sometimes we need to stop a second to jump a little further. Sometimes we need to stop thinking hard by make an action and doing it. And sometimes I need my own decision respected by others, the non-judgemental people. 

I'm doing it now: relieving the stress mode and starting the "work on progress" thingy. And yeah, I'll bring my peace and patience with me too. Hope you guys find another way to solve your own problems in life. I'm out, peace and patience! 

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Everything Means Nothing

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At the premiere day of this video music on Youtube, I know this would be the best song of Shawn Mendes. I miss his voice and his guitar too. In this video, I saw him very cute with his armpit hair hahahha 

Oh, I'm good at keeping my distance

I know, that you're the feeling I'm missing

You know that I hate to admit it

But everything means nothing if I can't have you

I can't write one song that's not about you

Can't drink without thinking about you

Is it too late to tell you that

Everything means nothing if I can't have you

*Shawn Mendes - If I Can't Have You

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You're My Type

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Last time I watched Avengers: Endgame, I remembered that Chris Evans I knew is a teenage boy I've seen on tv. The first Evans' movie I've ever watched is The Perfect Score, which the first movie he partnered with Scarlett Johansson. After that, I watched The Nanny Diaries and Cellular. Then, Fantastic Four 1 and 2, Push and I never watched his movie again until 2011, I've seen him in What's Your Number with Anna Faris. After this movie, he got contracted for MCU movies. 

I don't know why, but I'd like to say that my heart touched when I saw him in Gifted, released in 2017. He portrayed an uncle who battling a custody of his niece, between his mother, the niece's grandmother. In every Evans' movie I watched, Gifted really gave me huge surprised because I saw him like an uncle who's really love and trying to protect his niece, he's scared that he will ruin her future. In my opinion, he's just trying to make a normal life for his niece, an ordinary plans for her daily life, but he also care about her education, social life, and behavior. 

I have no other words to describe this movie, but Evans' really gave me an ideal type of a husband, someday hhahaha 😁 I love seeing him disciplined Mary, his niece. I love his rules to get Mary's attention. And I really touched when he hugged Mary like his own daughter, so lovely ❤. So yeah, Chris Evans is my type. My ideal-husband-type :)

Here's my conclusion: if you want to see Chris Evans acting, or a family movie far from superheroes thing, you should watch Gifted, he's already a superhero for his niece, also he's my bias wrecker! I love you Capt, no, I love you Chris Evans. See you in other movie really soon :)

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The Night Lights

Take me there

Taken @ Asiatique Riverfront, Bangkok, Thailand

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/2.4 ISO-150

Your Life, Your Goals

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Kinda miss writing again, with full of emotions and spirit of the writing blog. I tried. I do and I did, ha! This one is really need time, like...I work in the morning, doing something with my phone in the afternoon, watching and scrolling at night, so I guess writing is an activity I need to do between the main three I've done these days. 

Some people I've met, even randomly people, they have plans for their lives, their future and their goals. I don't explain any of them but we all do that right? So, yeah, I have mine too. But, what's the most obtacles you have to reach your goals? Me? I have a lot. Not only about money and time, but chance too. Yep, I've lost many chances in my life. After that, I realized something, I must have another plan.

Well, yeah, it's not that easy thou. But, believe or not, after many failure and lost chances in life, I've learn and got many plans already in mind. If plan A didn't work, then I need to do my plan B. If B didn't work, then I should go for C. Seems easy? Not that easy, because I thought for long time to get these plans. 

So, for anyone out there, don't be dissapointed if your plans didn't work like you wanted to be. Don't listen to anyone who's trying to let you down. Just be brave, believe and be ready to reach your goals. Cheers to every fighter out there!

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Good Times Gone

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Been so long i didn't write any longer post here. Well, yeah, kinda busy for living, ha! So, this song which I've found through youtube, contains denial and anger (?). I don't know which good words to describe but sounds very catchy to my ear. 

If you can leave me for
Something so innocent
Is this the end?
Thought you'd be there through thick and thin
*LANY - Thick and Thin

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Is This Really The End?

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So, it's me, again (of course). I've been too much taking break from the movies, specially from cinema. My healing weekend starts and always ends with korean drama, nothing else. And that's the reason which makes me lazier to go out from the bed all day long. 

Last time I go to the cinema, I watched Avengers: Endgame. I, uhm, really late to speak about this, but hey everybody got the spoiler, right? So do I. When I was told that some heroes are dead, which makes me even more depressed not watching it on the premiere day, I really hope it's not Iron Man who is dead in the movie. But, I was wrong, Iron Man is really dead. I just, I, uhm, how am I supposed to tell you about this when I, myself not ready yet to face the truth?

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Some news are spreading around the world saying that, this movie is really the end of the contract for some avengers casts. Oh no! It's like you have to say goodbye but your heart not ready to say the words, so sad. Iron Man was the first superhero I adore, with Tony Stark as the alter ego, the man behind the suit. And I really love how Robert Downey Jr portrayed Tony Stark and Iron Man as the same character which he always describes himself in the movie: genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. Really annoying, right? But I caaaan't hate him, every negative side he has, it's blew me up with one thing: he's genius. That's all. 

I really love RDJ, Tony Stark and Iron Man. I Iove them all. But, I can't accept the reality that I can't see them in any MCU movies anymore. If I was casted in the movie, maybe I'm the only person who cried like hell hhahaha 

I love you 3000 Tony Stark,
I love you 3000 Iron Man,
You left good memories to my heart, no one can beat you and argue with you like Tom and Jerry, except Captain America :)

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Sit Back and Relax

Just sit back and relax :)

Taken @ Santorini Park Cha-Am, Hua Hin, Thailand

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/2.4 ISO-50

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The Three Fears

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Well, I heard this song when I was on my way to the office, in a rush actually. But hey, this song very eargasm, really. Don't know why but I like when Dan Reynolds sings this lyrics:

I'm a man of three fears
Integrity, faith and crocodile tears
Trust me, darlin', trust me, darlin'

So look me in the eyes, tell me what you see
Perfect paradise, tearin' at the seams
I wish I could escape, I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it, make your heart believe

But I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, now you know
That I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go
*Imagine Dragons - Bad Liar

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The Trees and The Bridge

The Trees and The Bridge

Taken @ Babakan Siliwangi, Bandung

Samsung Galaxy Note 9

F/1.5 ISO-200

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You Had Me at Hello

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I guess I've been too busy to write anything in here. Not that really busy, but yeah my works at office really need full attention specially when it comes at the end of the year T.T What else that really needs my full attention? My list of Korean drama to watch that I've been put into sleep mode for over a month, soon I'll watched them all in a day, on the weekend of course hhahah :P

So, maybe I'm taking a rest for awhile. Honestly, I really miss my writing activity, it heals me. Like a healing activity to refresh your mind and hobby at the same time. Kind of. Well, I don't really know what I'm writing right now because I'm working too and really had a lot of papers in front of me, like a lot, hhahah :) 

I'll see you soon if I have time to write and post anything in here. And uhm...Welcome 2019, we're gonna rock this year, right?

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