Everything in Between

Assalamualaikum

I know I haven't posted anything in a long time, in my opinion this time is the most unproductive time of mine because something happen about my work. Well that's not the only reason, but the point is I'm feeling insecure about my life, my work, my love life and umm...my future, i guess.

I do believe that everything happens for a reason. I do believe that Allah swt never forget those who believe in Allah swt and Rasulullah saw. I do believe I can get whatever I want if I do something good to everyone or at least to the people around me. I do. 

I'm at the edge of feeling sincere and whole-heartedly about what happens to me, myself. I guess I accepted any other challenge in my life but somehow I don't think I can handle it. I don't feel good as well as the others but it's like I'm not really confidence about my strength and my effort. And again, I don't have people who can relate into it or know how does it feel when you're feeling insecure but no one care, no one sense and not a single person you can talk to. 

Well, I can say I'm too shy to say those things because I'm afraid about what they might say about me. So I keep that in mind, only for me. Oh I almost forgot, yesterday on 1st June my age is plus one from last year hhaha, so yeah that's a matter too. 

See you

Wassalam