The Unproductive Time

Assalamualaikum

This month actually is the busiest month until now, but I feel like I was unproductive human. I'm going to work and after that go home early, scrolling on my phone, sleep early and that goes on for the next day. Really, I'm not that lazy but this time I didn't post that much like before.

One day, I had a news from my colleague, that one day indefinitely, I'm moving to another city, probably in Jakarta. Well, I feel glad and happy because it's near to my home. But at the other side, I have many moments here in my old office and I have a lot of stuffs to packed, like a lot. That news suddenly makes me blank for awhile, I always said this, just inside my head, "Is this really happen now? Should I happy or sad about this?", these words always stuck every single day in my brain. I didn't know what to do about this because I have a lot in mind, but the first thing I care about is I have to packed all my stuffs, specially my kpop stuffs hhahah... what a twist of mind.

Another list in my mind is, I don't think myself is in the right state. I'm going to work everyday but my brain thinks a lot of anything until it's overload. Even if my work is full of deadline, I still and always think about my moving job in Jakarta. Happy, sad, fear, and feeling lonely if I move alone there, some of my thoughts about moving is still stopped by everytime. Every, single, time.

So, maybe I should take care my stuffs in my room first. My bedroom is not a bedroom if I would say, it just looks like storage room with many things scattered and messy all around the room. My floor full of things that I need and I reached easily without moving my body too much hhahahah :) So yeah, before moving, I need to be a productive human by tidying up and packing all my unnecessary things, except my kpop stuffs 🤣🤣🤣 So, "see you in Jakarta" is the new greetings right? At least for me and my close friends hhaha

See you

Wassalam

Take Me Higher

Taken @ Barelang Bridge, Batam, Riau Islands

Samsung Galaxy Note 9 

F/2.4 ISO-50 

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Mind Your Words to Others

Assalamualaikum

Honestly, I was stucked. I have no idea or anything to post here, mostly because I'm lazy, I admit that, no doubt. But again, I have to stick to the rule that I declare to myself hhaha :P I have to post anything every month and as much as possible in English. Just to give a challenge myself if I can do it. Well, I did. For the past year, I did that. Eventhough not good enough and I don't know if my writing skill is stepped up one level or maybe down grade :)

So, again and again, for the past six months, I've never leaving this town. Even for celebrating Eid Fitr or Eid Adha, I celebrated here with my friends who share the same feeling like me too, we miss our home and family. It's sad to see some people can share the joy of Eid with their family while I'm not and living away from my family. But actually, I've been warned by my mom that the covid has spread away faster in our hometown, so she said that maybe it's better if I don't come home for a while. I do this because I do care about my family safety. 

Some people using their thumbs to writing harsh words saying that we are bad children because leaving our parents alone. What the hell is wrong with you people? For me, for not going anywhere is the safest decision I ever made for me and my family. If I force myself to go home, definitely I'm bringing the virus along with me into the house. It would endanger people inside the house and I don't want that happen to my family. Please mind your words. Not every people have the same life like you, same situation and condition as you, or better financial like you. Just...please, don't say or write anything you can't be held responsible for. It's hurt to hear and see people judging without knowing anything what is going on first. 

Please respect others, whatever their situation, you can't judging based on your opinion. This pandemic really taught me everything. We can be selfish, rude, and only cares about ourselves but, if you think again about your family, friends or your loved ones, it maybe changes your mind.

See you
Wassalam